Not sure where to start.... Will be 27 this year job is hectic but i have a new helper but more will be put on me and her... :(

How can i feel prepared enough to start a family. My husband and i have been together since 2008 and will be married for 4 years in 7 days. Do i just go for it and see what happens knowing that if we were to get pregnant i will have to train another person while i would be off on leave for 3 months... Since 1 person cant do my job...

I just always feel like family is always thinking when and if we will ever have kids.. Dr told me i have endometriosis... I was born 3.5 months early, weighted 1.7 pounds had open heart surgery to close a valve in my heart.... Im always afraid if and when the baby is born if they could be a premee too...

I know i shouldn't put my job over my family but its hard when you are in charge of soooo much and then more work will be put on you and her in the near future. Plus your helper had only been there for 4 days....

Idk what to do, think, anymore.. Sorry its a long post but my head is spinning