Not sure

Gail
My last period started 14 glow said i will start my period this month by 18th
I have a sore boobs sore nipples. And sometimes my Tummy hurt. I do wanna take a test but i don't want to see a negative result 😩 i wanna have baby so badly!! Why is it so easy for other girls. We have been trying for 9 months now 😭