PLEASE HELP ME!!! ABORTION!!

DROP YOUR ABORTION STORIES OR OPINIONS. Considering abortion because I am not ready for this pregnancy. I am 18, and although me and my SO both work we are not ready for a baby. We both still live at home, we make OKAY money, not good. Not enough to support a family. Also, I'm starting college this year and I'm going to school for many years.. I probably won't be ready for a baby till my 30's because I want to be established with my career. Before everyone calls me irresponsible, I used protection and it failed; then I took the "morning after pill" and still became pregnant..  This post isn't for people that are pro-life and want to waste their time preaching to me. I am aiming specifically for women that have gone through abortion or just may have the right words for me. I'm so incredibly sad right now. I'm always looking at baby stuff and baby names, reading parenting things on Pinterest. I'm going to be an incredible parent, I WANT CHILDREN. Just not right now): is it meant to be? Or should I get the aortion? I still can't believe I'm actually in this situation.. Ive tried very hard to be safe. And I can't believe I've even come to a point where I may have to face abortion.