I'm 11 weeks & my pregnancy is hell. We're only 17 & 18. I only kept the baby because he begged me to & promised to be here. This relationship was already on the rocks. We've done our dirt & l've moved passed it. There's a lot of verbal abuse & some physical. While I've been pregnant he has slapped me twice while I was driving. He always think I'm cheating but who wants a pregnant girl? He'll snatch my phone & run, he makes me sleep on the floor with no cover or pillow when I piss him off (only at his mom house), has denied my baby, and even brought up getting a abortion twice. When I get fed up & say I will he turns everything on me. Calling me heartless, etc. I'm going to college & he's pissed about that. He doesn't have a job, can't even feed me. When I bring it up he blames it on me. Since he thinks I'm cheating he entertain other girls but I don't worry because I refuse to stress over things like that. I usually have a whatever attitude about things but now I'm just fed up! My baby doesn't deserve this, I don't deserve this. So now I think ima just get an abortion because I don't wanna deal with this. I hate to say it but my mom was 100% right. Everything she said would happen, happened.... I've texted my mom & asked if it was too late.... I think this is it 💔 I've been thinking of names & even bought diapers but I just can't do this