This always happens to me

Acacia
No matter how many times this happens to me I never get used to being treated unfairly. Deep down there is this part of me that refuses to give up on the idea that I'm a human too and I have the same rights as the next person but time and time again I've been proven different. I'm that person that everyone else jaywalks and then I get the ticket or everyone in the class is talking while the teacher is talking but I'm the one who gets sent to the office as an example or even on glow everyone post controversial topics and mines always get reported and flagged I get stalked by a person then I'm told that I need to change I really hate that I'm always the one singled out I'm always left feeling like why me and wondering what I can do differently but it's been happening to me from birth and it's still happening at 25 even with the father of my child he has three other baby mamas and I'm the one he decided to act the plum fool with and I had to get a restraining order against him while the other three coparenting without court agreements. I try to tell myself life just isn't fair so don't take it personal but I just wanna catch a break for once I wanna be the one that's not the target. Not looking for empathy or responses just a random vent.