Worried

Is there any one else out there whos man never is home, always with friends, only comes home to sleep, if he does come home, who is nothing but crabby towards you, calls you names, forgets plans and doesn't show up, asks you to rub his back and hands but can't do you because HE is too tired. Who won't stay home with your other kid so you can run errands alone instead of with a toddler. He was totally different with our last child, i don't know what to do, i got ripped off this pregnancy and im so depressed, im so scared that after the baby gets here im going to go into a super post-partum depression like I did with my second. ..this is number 4 and our second together. I'm very nervous and i wish i was happier right now, i want so badly to be more excited than i am, i feel lost.