Baby shower...

Ann Marie • We have a 5 year old little boy and now we have our little girl on the way.. we gonna try one more time for one more boy. After the wedding...
I'm due September 10th and my sister in law is supposed to be throwing me a shower.. I absolutely hate the idea but she pushed it on me, kinda pissed me off but the hubby just say give in... so I did with a smile. It's supposed to be July 30th and I haven't heard nothing about it.. I know absolutely nothing. I wanna ask about it I wanna give ideas but everything I wanna do it gets show down... I love owls i am having a girl oi loved the ideas online... she said it was dumb owl have nothing to do with babies... I told her I don't care just do what you want... I am to the point that I don't even want a baby shower... hell I have everything I need I am very prepared.. but she keeps throwing things to the side... but don't worry anytime she needs anything we do it for her anytime... everything I try to show her she keeps telling me she broke and she don't have the money to this s**t... I'm sitting over here confused how you gonna throw a shower and you broke... but have the money to go out of town... I don't know what to do.. I'm already considered a b***h in this family I don't wanna pissed anyone off so I keep my mouth shut and I'm worried, that this bany shower is about to be a HUGE disaster!