I guess sometimes the hoes actually do win

Well last week I found out my boyfriend was cheating on me I literally beat him with my car keys cutting his face.. 2 days after that I see him n the girl he's cheated on me with sitting at the park I go after the girl (since I already beat him it's her turn) she runs away from me so he comes up to me saying "baby" I told him I was not his baby no more I hit him again then threw him on the floor...idk if he's with her now because he has no where to go or if he has actual feelings for her hes not from the city where n he's from another city 2 hours away his sisters will not get him cause he is an alcoholic and acts really dumb when he's drunk he recently got into drugs and that's what the girl likes to do she's a crack head.

My minds going crazy thinking he wanted to b with her otherwise he wouldn't of stayed with her after denying he wasn't with her...ugh why do we good women go thru this I have a job I don't drink or do drugs I was faithful to him I loved him with all my heart now where do i go from here he moved on and we only been broken up for almost a week my heart hurts 😕😢

I am angry and sad at the same time 😡😕