Putting on clothes makes me want to cry

Hailey
Everyday I get up and go through the process of picking out what I'm going to wear for the day. On days that I work I don't care, but when I get home from work or on weekends, trying to find clothes that make me feel good and mature is a real struggle. 
I'm 18 and I have A cup boobs. It bothers me more than I will ever let anyone know. 
I feel like all I look okay in is simple t's or sweatshirt. I have such a hard time finding a swimming suit, and every cute shirt that I want always seems to look so much better on someone with even B cup boobs. 
It's so upsetting to me. 
I've seriously contemplated breast enhancement options.