Sexuality

aaron
I need help. I'm really young, like just starting highschool young, and I only have ideas of what love is and how to achieve it. I have dated boys before but it just doesn't feel right. I never like the boy as much as they like me and though I try extremely hard to have romantic feelings towards them, I simply don't. Recently, I started talking to a girl and I like her a lot. She isn't my first serious girlfriend, but somehow I don't feel right. I do believe the hardest thing I've ever had to do was come out. My parents forced me to tell them about a bad situation I was in so that they could help, but I was in that situation because of a girl I was head over heels for. Since I was not ready to come out to my family, I really had not come out to myself, and I still struggle with it. The girl and I had agreed that even if we break up, we will continue to be friends, so I don't know if I should break off untill I come to terms with myself, or try to be with her and try to accept myself while doing it. I think one of the main reasons I feel like I should not be gay, is because her parents are not accepting at all. I'm not sure what to do, or how to learn to love my sexuality, please help me out.