Started my anti-depressants today

Ive got an ideal life. Perfect fiancé and beautiful 2yo little boy. Great job and loving home.

And yet today ive started my first ever dose of anti-depressants tablets.

My stress levels and hormones have reached breaking point.

I had my implant out Feb (joint decision so we could ttc baby no2) for the first 2 months everything was fine. Then i got talking to an old crush (im 26 now, crush was 12yrs ago) and nearly walked away from my fiancé because of how much i adored my crush (silly i know)

Ive stopped talking to my crush as things were getting too deep too fast and i realised it wasn't what i wanted and started concentrating more on my fiancé. We had a huge row about everything (as he said ive changed, im more flirty and talking to more lads - ive always been the same throughout our 4yr r.ship, i find it easier to talk to guys than girls)

So now i dont talk to anyone out of choice (he hasnt got anything to throw back at me if ever we argued again) so i asked my GP to put me on these tabs. Just to try and balance me back out.

Me and my fiancé had this previous week off together and it felt amazing. Like when we were first dating. Home life is much more calm. Sex life is through the roof. Our son is happier.

Hopefully these work for me.

Anyone else had an experience with ADs?

Sorry about the long post x