I think im depressed 😕

I dont even know how i can be depressed if im having a baby our rainbow baby . im 38 weeks and 2 days and im feeling this way . i thought this was ganna make everything right for us but you know how you can feel when someone doesnt feel the same way for you as you do for them ? Yesterday we got in an arguement and he said he was just ganna leave whether it was true or not i just got so upset and i cried in the shower for like an hour and then i cried when we layed down for bed i couldnt sleep i didnt fall asleep till about 3 a.m 😕 then i wake up to him hugging me and rubbing my leg . he didnt want to stop hugging my belly it felt good but i feel like he only wants to be like that when he wants to like everything is on his time. Theres some days he can me all over me and my belly and just say the sweetest things then theres days when hes just kinda distant . i dont know if its just me or if it is really happening but i feel like its just slowly ending people say the love will come back when our daughter comes but i never stopped the love i will always love him ive been with him for 7 years . i dont see myself with anyone else and i dont want to 😖 and i think im scared to be a single mom right now 😭😖💔 . i dont know maybe this post seems stupid to most but i just needed to vent cause i have no girlfriends and its been on my mind 💔