What do I do??

In April I had a miscarriage. Had a D&C and surgery to find out of I had endometriosis.. I do. Well in June I had another miscarriage (we weren't trying) today all the sudden it hit because I see on Facebook all my friends and families babies.. I had to delete facebook.. ever since my miscarriages I don't want my husband to touch me, look at me. We used to never argue.. now we cant go an hour without argueing.. we even argue while we're both at work.. ever tells me I need to get over it! Quit sticking myself in the past.. to love forward! To get out of my feelings. PLEASE SOMEONE TELL ME HOW TO DO THAT??? how the hell am I supposed to do that??? I'm so lost. I don't want to do anything anymore. I'm just confused, heartbroken and lost... I don't know what else to do...