A little depressed/emotional

So had a miscarriage 6/2 I got my first period 7/4-9 my husband just graduated boot camp 7/15 I got to see him for 2 days during family day and graduation day we baby danced a lot to try again but just got my period again 7/27 and now I'm kinda sad was hoping to get pregnant again now have to wait till he comes home from training which he doesn't graduate till 12/5 :( it's so hard I want to be pregnant and have a baby I still have dreams I am I should be 17 weeks right now but no I'm having a heavy ass period instead. 😩😢