My mom has to get better

I can't lose my mom. She has cancer :( lung cancer. Things where going well!! She ended up getting pneumonia this past spring, and the cancer came back. It also went to her liver. I guess the doctor isn't sure what to do. I can't lose my mom. Maybe I'm selfish, but I still need her. I am supposed to be married. I'm suppose to get into that stupid argument with her over stress while getting planning the wedding. She suppose to be there when I pick out a dress. I need her to be. I'm suppose to have a few kids, and I should be getting mad at them not not checking in before anything happens. I still need my mom. I want all of that!!!