Scared I Might not ever have baby's

Briana
 :(  some nights like tonight I lay n bed and get soo fking mad at my period!!! Like why the fuck are u so irregular??? Like why why why?! 
 I only had 5 periods n 2015 and one !!!  Period this year that was back in April !! 😡😡  i don't know what the fuck is going on with my damn body but this shit is not Cool it's not OKAY WITH ME 😤😥 .  I want babies !!  Maybe just One (lol)
But one day I want a little one to call Mine. That's a little me   And I get so sad and mad at the same time cause. I know when periods are like this especially Mine. . It CAN BE SOO HATD TO GET PREGNANT. And I'm afraid I'll never. Have a little me to call mine., it literally makes my heart cringe. 
 
I needed to vent !  On this touchy subject for me . I try talking to my BF about how I feel about certain things but he just doesn't get it  and doesn't give me a response I'm looking for .And i don't really have any girlfriends so I mostly keep my deep feelings to myself.