Came inside of me

Lisabet
So my husband came inside of me last night and I got super emotional. It was he first time he ever did, that anyone has even done it honestly, and it was amazing. Shortly after we were done we were cuddling and I started thinking about when he tried to commit suicide. And then I started crying.
No I don't feeling I ruined the moment, I talked to him about it, and he held me tight. 
Does this happen a lot? Has this happened to you? 
Thank you!