I recently had a miscarriage in June

Sarah • Married, 37, 12 year old daughter, one angel baby, son 7 years old, and a baby boy 6 months
I recently had a miscarriage in June. I was 11weeks along. It's been really hard to deal with mentally, physically and emotionally. I had my first period exactly 1 month after my DNC surgery. And then we started TTC right away & God has blessed us with a miracle. A rainbow. I'm still very scared. I just found out this morning. I want to be excited like I was last time but the feeling just isn't there. But I know that once I make it further in this pregnancy I will feel better.