Since the beginning of my pregnancy I wanted to have a VBAC, vaginal delivery after c section, my first 2 doctors that I always saw reviewed my hospital records of my delivery for my first born told me if that's what I wanted to do I am able to do it. Everything is going fine all my tests throughout the pregnancy came back without a problem. Now, my last week appointment with a different doctor that I've never seen before looks at my records and tells me, are you seriously considering a vbac? I tell her yes that 2 doctors have gone over the previous surgery and told me I had no issue. She then goes on saying how would they tell you that when it clearly shows in your records that you have a tear on your right section of the c section cut. So my scar is U shaped and then on my right side there's a line straight down from the inside of course. I told her no, they never told me about the tear. She then tells me I'm sorry but you can't delivery vaginally since you have that tear it's not a normal cut inside and it could open up. I said well I'm sure the other 2 doctors saw that in the notes and still thought I would be able to, of course there are risks with every VBAC. She then goes and tells me I'm going to schedule you for a c section at 39 weeks and she goes and puts it in the computer then says the hospital will call me to confirm the time and leaves.

OK I understand there are risks my doctors have explained them to me but they said it's highly rare that it happens in VBAC cases. I'm actually scared of surgery I'm afraid to be cut open. I wanted to try and deliver the normal way without needed to go under the knife and I expressed my concerns in the beginning of my pregnancy. I was reassured by 2 doctors that my wishes could be met and now with this doctor it seems to me like I was ignored and just by scheduling me they would have me out of the way.

I'm kinda pissed off!