Feeling lonely

My ex and I broke up when I was 2 months pregnant. I'm 5 months now. I'm over the break up for the most part and he's still very involved with the pregnancy. I don't miss him but I miss him if that makes sense lol. I really just miss being held at night and getting random forehead kisses. He was really my best friend. So some nights it's so hard without him. Tonight is one of those 😕