Fleshlights?!? 😭

So I was on the phone to my SO last night and things were getting pretty hot, we're currently in a long distance relationship right now. Anyway, I knew he had one from before he got with me because I had seen it, so, in the moment I told him to go get it. So he did and it was really turning me on in the moment and I told him to make me jealous cause it was getting me going and he was just telling me how it felt but then I ask "do you want it more than me?" And he said yes. We finished up and I confronted him about it and he said he didn't mean it and that he'd agree to anything when he's in that mood and that he loves me. But now I'm feeling incredibly insecure about my lower regions as he said it was "virgin tight" and "felt so good". I mean, I did tell him to do it and I liked it but it's just now I'm feeling insecure and I don't know what to say to him. 
Advice? Thoughts?