Gross question but I want to know

When I have given head to my husband he goes in my mouth I block the sperm with my tongue and immediately run to the bathroom to spit it out because I hate the texture. It makes me gag! What do you do? I feel so bad sometime because it's just not romantic to run to the bathroom and spit especially because we like to snuggle when we are done but I don't want to eat it! What do you do? Have you eaten it? Do you spit it out??