Hoping this month's the 1

Jinnette
Hello my name is Jinnette currently live in NYC. TTC #1. This is cycle #3 for me have been impatiently waiting for BFP nothing as of yet. Cycle lasts 29 days on average. 8DPO, AF is due 8/9 and I'm hoping she doesn't show up. Is hard for me not to test early I always did so, I got rid of all the pregnancy test so I wouldn't be tempted. I'm not feeling any different I wish I had a sign. Have been taking prenatal vitamins for a few weeks now so hopefully that made the difference. 
Is hard since it seems like everyone around me is getting pregnant. During my 3 TTC I found out my aunt, cousin, sister in law, and closest friend are all pregnant. Super happy for them and all the nieces/nephews I'll be having but also feelings of confusion because I wish I were one of them.