37 weeks

Okay so tomorrow I'm 37 weeks pregnant and today they checked to see if he's head down. He's still breached!! I'm ready for him to be here but also want him to cook for as long as he needs to. I'm just starting to get tired of being pregnant. Work is stressful. (I'm leaving next Friday) I can't go a day without having an anxiety attack. My trailer isnt here yet (it has been bought just trying to get the land fixed up to put it on) and I have literally nothing done!! I'm starting to freak out! And I wanted to have as natural of a birth as I could have. No meds, no epidural or anything if I could help it. Now since finding out he's still breached I'm starting to panic!! Nothing seems to be going right but I'm so thankful I have a wonderful fiancé that is here for me and calms me down when I start panicking too much. I'm just ready for this next month to be over.