Bad nightmares

I'm 5w 5d and last year I had a miscarriage at 8 weeks. Needless to say it's constantly been mine and my husbands mind. Twice now I've have dreams of me having a miscarriage. It just sucks. I don't want to tell my husband because I don't want to make him worried or anything. But I need to get it out. Last year I had terrible cramps on my right side back and front then the next morning I went to the bathroom and wiped and blood was everywhere I knew what had happened. I know I can't control what is going to happen. Part of me wants to live every day as a blessing to be pregnant one more day and love my baby with all I have and the other part of me wants to be a little guarded. But it seems when I have a good day with no cramping or worry I have a night full of terror and bad memories. Just annoying.