I really thought it would be our month. I'm 11-12 DPO and have been experiencing brown spotting for a week. I've taken like 5 pregnancy tests in the last 3 days hoping for some glimmer of hope and nothing. I force myself to try to see something where there's nothing and get my hopes up. So I've just been sitting on the couch watching Parenthood and crying while my husband is at a bachelor party. And then the episode came on about infertility and I just lost it. 😢😢😢 This is just such an awful feeling.