Frustrated & Losing Hope!

I just need somewhere new to vent, I feel so sick of everything! Ever since our early loss in March I don't know if I've been ovulating- I used to be very obvious positive opks and confirmed with a digital and now I haven't been. I am so sick of wasted cycles!!! I don't know what to do anymore except hope and pay my Dr will do a trigger shot this cycle as she mentioned being possible because I do not want Clomid again.