Shower day

Baby shower #2 today with the other half of my family & friends and I'm just not feeling it. Mostly because I'm stressed that my family is going to want to come over and my house is a mess, we have a friend crashing with us for a few weeks, so he's here, and I just don't want anybody in my house.

Thinking since the shower is at 4 and don't know how long everybody will be around, knowing my family, I'll just stay after and help clean up and hang out until my boyfriend gets off work at about 10. Then he and I will go back and grab everything so nobody has to be in my messy house.

Just, working 40 hrs a week while 37w pregnant along with my boyfriend working about the same, we're so exhausted. We get home and just want to relax. Thursday I'm off and he's making sure he's off so we can get the baby's room straight.

Just not feeling any of it today.