Broken and Shattered

We finally got pregnant after trying for over two years, we found out on June 29th. The moment I saw those two blue lines I felt I feeling I had never had before, it may seem crazy but the amount of love I had was indescribable. Then on August 1St it was confirmed that I had a miscarriage. I'm so beyond devastated. I honestly had never even thought about the possibility. I've never experienced loss of this magnitude before. And I don't know how to coupe with it . I put on a fake smile and pretend to give a shot about life but honestly I just don't anymore. I have tons of friends who are all pregnant and I'm the only one with any complications, and now I just don't even want to be around any of them because I can't stand it. I can't even get on facebook or instagram because all I see are people happy with their new babies or announcing their pregnancies. I'm beyond depressed I just don't know what to do ......