First BFN after M/C

I think this is the most hearbreaking BFN I've had yet. At the beginning of May I finally got my BFP, it was the absolute happiest day of my life. My boyfriend and I cried together from the excitement. A couple weeks later I found out I had a miscarriage. It was incredibly devastating. I went from the highest high to the lowest low. I ended up having a D&C because my hormone levels weren't dropping as they should. This was our first month TTC again. I should have started my period today, I didn't but I got a BFN. I think this has been the most heartbreaking negative so far. I just want it so bad 😢