I feel like my husband doesn't love me and doesn't care anymore. Pretty sure he has pictures of other women and talks to them on his phone. He won't give me the password and says I don't need to go through his phone. I suffer from severe depression and stopped taking medication when I was trying to get pregnant for him. But today, I was thinking (after a fight) how badly I wanted to die and that I was going to wait until the baby is born to kill myself. And that was the happiest I've been in over a year. Pretty pathetic.