No body knows...

I've posted about my tubal pregnancy a while back but here is an update to what has happened now.

Exactly 3 months from having surgery to remove the tubal pregnancy, I got a positive pregnancy test! Went for my ultrasound twice. First saw a tiny flicker of the heart. Measured at 6 weeks 1 day. Second, still measured at 6 weeks 2 days, was supposed to be 8 weeks. Had a miscarriage, went to have a D&E this morning. I knew when I saw the screen with the second ultrasound that something wasn't right, too much black and not enough baby!

Anyways, with my tubal, I ended up having a fight with my dad and now I dont talk to him because he acted like it wasn't a big deal. Well needless to say I didnt tell him I was pregnant again, none of his business, and I'm not tell him or my brother about losing the baby again.

It really pissed me off that he treated me and my husband with no kindness or sympathy during our loss. I mean I had to have surgery....he never came to see me, went off on my husband, blaming him for BS crap, and when I had a balloon release as a memorial for the baby, he acted like it was just an everyday thing and didn't come. I had surgery March 28, I haven't seen him any since a while before then!

So I'm not telling him any of my business anymore, if he can act like that then, then what is he gonna say or act like this time around? The same damn way!

My mom is the only person that knows out of either of our family's other than our 5 & 6 yr old kids.