Diabetes and pregnancy (just need to vent)

So I am diabetic even before I got pregnant type2 that is. I never thought I could get pregnant but I have and am truly blessed to be having a lil boy but I am getting to the point where am tired of being pregnant with diabetes i feel like a guinea pig we gotta run this test and that test to see if everything is ok which most of the time it is thank God but I wish I didn't have to put my child through my disease. I just need to vent not saying I don't love my child to go through all this it's just hard. Please no judgement just listing ears