I'm thinking about canceling my girls day...my SO is only giving me 40$ for me to get new clothes I really need. But I know he's going to have more money to blow at the casino for his bachelor party. He made me feel bad for wanting to go to the mall. I honestly hate my weight, and him blowing up like that just makes it harder for me to want to go shopping now...he doesn't know how it feels to go shopping and have to get an XL or larger size. I honestly just want to chop my fat away....😭💔💔 I just want to cancel my girls day