C Section

Caitlin • Wife and a mommy to 2 sons and baby #3 on the way!
I'm 36w3d and am having a c section Monday when I'm 37 weeks dye to hypertension and my baby is too big for a vaginal delivery due to diabetes. I would love to hear some personal experiences because I will be awake and I'm really nervous. Any advice would be great! I am a FTM as well. Thanks in advance!