Jealous of FTMs...

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Gah, don't you remember? That first time? Where every symptom sent you flying to webmd? When your hands were shaking over that pregnancy test? Where you were always wondering if you were in labor and didn't know it? Didn't believe everyone when they said you'd know? Remember when we'd stay up late wondering whether we'd be good moms? About SIDS and colic and stressing about every tiny detail before baby even arrived? And then that first meeting... Ugh when his little eyes opened and he captured my very soul? Looking at those tiny hands and marveling on how you created them... I know I'll still feel in awe when I have my second boy but... All of that blind encounter part is missing... I know what's coming now. That first time was the most amazing experience.... You FTMs are in for such an amazing, amazing blessing ❤️