Today I am 29 weeks pregnant and today is also 1 month since my fiancé committed suicide, im so depressed, trying to take a nap so I won't think about it, but I close my eyes and i see him, my heart hurts so much, i want to text him and call him and tell him how my day was and how baby moves, but I cant, i miss him so much, I'm not even looking forward to seeing the baby anymore 😭