Blowjobs and swallowing

Shann

Hi,

I recently lost my virginity with my partner (he lost his too).

When i gave him a blowjob, he came and i swallowed, just instinctively.

I didn't like the taste at all it was horrible, and made me feel sick for a while. (I didn't say anything obviously)

But recently hes brought up that he feels like i don't like being around his penis or giving him blowjobs, and asking me to let him cum in my mouth. I feel bad telling him everytime, but im scared about doing it again. I really want to, he does everything for me and has never had any issues... i really want to do this for him and back him feel good. But i don't wanna feel sick (or even be sick) afterwards.

Help???