After ttc for almost 2 years

We are giving up😢 I have ptsd, anxiety, and depression. So for a whole 2 years I've been off my medicine and can no longer function without my meds. I prefer to be on no medication while trying. I want nothing more than to have my own child but I have to take control of my own health. Hopefully down the road we will be able to conceive a healthy child. *just venting*