Just need to get it out

Samantha
I am so down today....   first my husband and I were out looking at vehicles and I want a SUV and he told me that they are mom vehicles and that I'm not a mom...    that broke my heart...    we have been trying for nearly a year in a half now with no success....    if it were up to me, I would be a mom but I can't control when it happens...   
then we went to a baby shower for some friends..   I am happy for them but it really gets me down knowing that were having problems...   all I have wanted my entire life is to be a mom and now that I'm married and trying and it's not happening I'm crushed...   😭💔