I feel bad but I'm looking forward to giving birth to see my new baby but also to get a break from my three kids and constant mother duties this summer was ok but all the kids day to day activities have been on me and all the preparation for their back to school and prepping for the new baby along with other extremely stressful life issues I've been having has weighed so heavy and my living situation makes it that my kids share a room with me I just wanna breathe and think in piece