Why can't I .....

Be one of those people that can test at 8-9pov and get my bfp?? Lol, seriously, I know this is just my vent, but geez. I know in my head it's a bit too early. But last night for the first time I had these super vivid dreams of testing positive, and I had to take one in the morning. Now I leave on vacation, so no more temping or stressing, and see what happens by the time I'm ready to go home.