Almost 25 weeks and over half the time i have been home alone with our other kids, and all i can think about is how much i miss him. My husband is too up work ass and around the corner. I pay for everything and all the bills, so he wont have to work much. And yet guess what he works almost 70 hours a week. I am begining to have a bad depression because of it. I am also have self esteem issues and i have no reason for it. This is my third kid and i look good. But when i never have him and never see any other adults i start to loose it. And now its even worse.... Is anyone else going through this depression?????