UPDATE: I AM TERRIFIED!

Nyisha

Well, I'm 9 days overdue and my midwife decided it's time to get things moving. Can't do a membrane sweep because my cervix is posterior and I fight it :( so I have an induction tonight at 730pm. I am sooooo scared of just want to cry. I'm so excited to see my baby's face but holy lord. I didnt want medical interventions, i wanted to go natural. Im hoping i can still do it with no epi. Some encouragement is much needed. Thanks ladies!

UPDATE: they canceled my induction! After sitting at home all day, getting ready, coming to terms, calming myself, my husband turning down work, leaving early to help me, getting our animals taken care of, they call me an hour and a half before (630) to tell me I can't come in until Thursday now! I'm so angry I could spit nails....