35 weeks today and um well not having a very good day . Right now I hate my boyfriend. And I really don't want to sleep in my apartment tonight. Really thinking about getting a hotel for the night but also feel guilty about spending the money so close to baby coming. I'm in a state that I didn't grow up in so no friends to go to or even talk to period. Ugh this sucks. I wish I was in my home state. I wish I had someone who cares about me to run away to for the night and talk to. But no I keep everything bottled up like always. This is my only outlet. Right now I hate everything and everyone.