Benifits

Mrs.Colorado
Ok....this is a little personal but I would like to know...
I have Colorado Benifits cash"" meaning tanif....
Does anyone know anything about how I properly use this money....? I went out and bought a car Becuase I don't have one.... And it's hard to make it back and forth to my doctors,...and I can't ride a bus Becuase to many people try to hurt me ... 
An I using this money for the wrong reasons...?? Becuase I'm trying to get my life on track and can't do it without a job or money...
Please tell me if I'm wrong.... Or what it's really suppose to be used for...