Gender πŸ’™πŸ’—

Jennifer
So me and my husband aren't finding out the gender because as adults we don't get many surprises. I also think it's nice for my husband to find out a second before me 😜
Everyone keeps saying they think it's a boy! I even had a medium say it's a boy yesterday so I sort of believe it is now. I really thought I didn't mind what I had but I can't help feeling disappointed, and maybe I did want a girl. πŸ˜” it's now making me feel so guilty as I know I'm lucky to have a baby at all.Β 
All in all feel pretty rubbish and need to get over myself....tips?Β