I am not doing well... at all...

So... my boyfriend (now ex) broke up with me last night.

I lost my virginity to him and he was overall just a big hunny. We were together for almost 6 months.

He texted me yesterday that we needed to talk and from that moment I knew it wasn't good.

We live an hour away, so after work at 10 he was in my driveway.

I enjoyed that he broke up with me in person and not in text, but it still hurts so badly...

He said that he is not in the place in life for a relationship. And since I am just starting college and he is turning 21 soon, he didn't want to hold me back from anything, which I totally understand.

So here I am... Heartbroken...

Today my family and I moved my sister into her apartment for college and her boyfriend was there. I've been holding back my tears all day and it is just so difficult.

I am going to miss him so much, but I have college starting in September and I am going for my BSN (nursing major). I am a CNA right now so my job will keep my mind busy and happy with my residents.

I am have so much pain right now, which is normal for the next day right...?

I just feel totally dead right now...

Anything to make me feel better..?

Thank you so much.