Serious love/hate relationship!

Meg • TTC after losing our baby girl at 37 weeks 👼🏻
I'm in a love/hate relationship. 
Most days I keep hope that everything will turn out perfectly and I'll have the future I've always wanted. 👨‍👩‍👧‍👦
But also most days I'm on the verge of tears, then the next minute my relationship has me acting like a super bitch! I'm ready to scream! It even keeps me up at night!😤😩☺️
Im in a love/hate relationship with Clomid💊. Anyone else?