Public tears and a freaked out hubby
So I am 6 weeks pregnant and my fiancé and I were going to a nice steak house for dinner since I had been craving steak. Well on the way into the restaurant he said some things that upset me. Granted, they upset me way more than they would have if I weren't pregnant. At first I felt so much rage and then all of a sudden I was fighting the urge to cry, so I went to the bathroom to calm down. (Keep in mind he has never seen my pregnancy emotions in full force because he is usually at work when they hit) I came out and started to address the way I felt to him and I started talking louder and louder as I got angry again and he kept shushing me. And then the tears started again but worse. He gets all wide eyed and goes, "wow. You really are emotional!" I was like, "no shit!" And went back to the bathroom to hide. I calm down and come back to the table. Everyone is staring at me now wondering what the hell is going on with us. As soon as I sit down he's talking 90 to nothing and being over chivalrous which is out of the norm, "I got you a Sprite in case your tummy hurts, here taste this it's really good, you're so beautiful, here do you want some bread? Butter?" And he started cutting a slice of bread and buttering it for me. I was like, "why are you being so nice?" And he looks at me wide eyed again and his voice cracks when he says, "I'm scared!" I friggen LOST it. At first I was laughing uncontrollably, snorting and everything. Then people started staring again and then I got the biggest, most over whelming urge to cry I have ever had. But it was odd because it didn't feel like happy tears because I was laughing so hard. Not to mention I couldn't stop it. I try to get up in a hurry to go hide in the bathroom again and knock off the bread and butter, almost spill my drink, trip on the leg of my chair.
Needless to say the rest of the dinner went well. But if that is any indication of how my entire pregnancy will go.... Lord have mercy.
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